My mind tangled, my heart twisted.
I opened my eyes and sighed deeply.
“what should I do?”
I loved him, but he hated me.
He expected perfection, but I had flaws, way too far from perfect.
I looked at in the mirror and saw my self.
“what did I do wrong?”
He said I was selfish, I was unruly, I was mischievous.
I closed my eyes, cleared my thoughts.
I said “it’s okay, you still can love him”.
then one side of my heart said “but he hates you, you cannot be what he wants”.
I groaned, and felt the urge to scream, inside my heart.
Suddenly, tears dropped, one, two and several.
Some say that it is best to cry over the rain.
and I walked.
in a crowd of people, I felt my cheeks getting warm.
and I burst into tears.
I cried, and drenched.